31/1/07

Somethings aren’t yours,
it will never be yours no matter how hard you tried.

Just now went sch for projects @ IBRC.
i was so shagged that i couldn’t bring myself up the bed.
Carrying a heavy heart out..

Was looking thru the NYP yr books for the past yrs.
i found out something.
I do age fast.
Saw the SIT students working on projects on MS-DOS.. in 1995/1996
Damn that was long ago.
when we all load games thru MS-DOS.
hahahaa.
Thats like 11 years ago!
Goshh.
Time travels so fast that we didn’t realised its existence.

Nowadays,
things for personal side aren’t doing well.
Problems after problems.
Projects after projects.
More problems after problems.
So i spend my time at the computer listening thru radioblog.
My fav song is actually “Sadness and Sorrow”
its music from japan’s animation.
it sure brings all emotions out.
If u wan to emo, go n listen.
they have other songs that will connect into it.
haha. emo. lol

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Ha.
didn’t know that this world still exist something called fade memories.
=)
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30/01/07

i slpt only 2 hrs yesterday!
becoz of MSN!
*faint*

woke up early morning feeling shag.
went sch for lessons.
went to eat with QQ they all..
After sch was smk outing to SMA.
ka leading the way, becoz it was his Ipp company.
tgt wif herry, sam n jf.
was talking lots of crap but we had our basic blueprint out le.
dinner @ LJS.

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life has changed ever since i stepped into poly.
i was consider very anti-social in sec sch.
maybe becoz im in a majority boys class with only 3 pathetic girls.
so i communicate better with guys.
Ever since i stepped into poly.
i had an agreement with myself.
” I must at least be known to most SBMers. “
Well,
i couldn’t say i did it,
but i didn’t failed as well.
i manage to 3/4 fulfill it..
As time flows,
i found out that all this had no meaning.
In sec sch all i wanted was fame.
but i was wrong.
Fame doesn’t shows or prove anything.
it is just a word to self-satisfied myself innerly.
I learnt through experience and pain and joy.
all these aren’t impt anymore.
because in this poly.
i’ve found friends.
friends i’m very close with.
and i’m sure they will be ard to carry my coffin when i die.
at least i hope some will.

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I came across this video on pig slaughter.
it features a guy who raise up a pig from young.
den bring it to slaugther house.
where it will be turn into our Porkchop dishes etc.
it was a very heartbreaking video.
they didn’t really film one whole shot the slaughtering la.
part by parts.
Aren’t we humans so cruel?
but i think i could never put my hands on those animals.
im easily attach into feelings.
once attach up, its hard to destory the feelings.
humans are consider animals as well.
well, we are what!

okeydokie.
end my post.
better catch some swt dreams which i hope to get n not nightmares.
Lol.

My poly life: PART 2

Wahahahaa.
I look like this in black specs.

Today lighten the load by 2 projects.
PR was rushing.
and so is AP.
But was alright i hope.

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Right!
now i’ll be continuing my Year2 poly life.

I can say Year 2 has been my most hyper period in this 3 years.
Yes, beside those brain-killing semester.
i had some activities which i’m happy to be involved in.

Yesly, the TEP.
Although it was 6 mths of pure free labour.
but i spend it having fun with my friends n schmates.

1st stop the IM(Inventory Management)
life there i can say its stressful.
we need to put track of goods in and out.
took each of us quite a few weeks to learn all procedures.
was fun there.
watching movies(although me n qam was caught)
playing car racing
playing baseball
playing the guessing game
eating pizzas for no particular reasons
sneaking in foods

2nd stop the ELDC(MY HEAVEN)
hahaa.
guess you guys know.
it was named the gaming stopover.
LOL
rmb me n tw n xl rushing in the room to get the best seats on 1st day.
wahahaa
wc3, cs, generals, halflife, movies, flashing,badminton
i guess our batch of ELDC n KM caused the next batch n further to suffer.
lol.
but we had fun there.
lots of movies. let me recall.
Garfield
Fantastic 4
Bug Show
A Chinese TallTale
whats the movie that the car can talk??
scary movie
king kong
5566 series
kill bill
saw 2
in her shoes??
cinderella??
i think thats all bah.
haha.
Oh. n my average time to reach sch is ard 10.30-11am
=D

3rd stop the BPOS Outsourcing
it was purely slack over there.
but needs to go out of sch quite often.
projects.
going CHIJ sch(My first time..*shy*)
walking whole of tampines from sec sch to sec sch.
learnt tons of magic n cards manipulation

Had OGL camps.
meet many new friends in this camp.
nv regret in joining.

Next was SBM Musical.
Gain a huge amount of experienced.
my first time performing on stage.
sing sing sing!
dance dance dance!
act act act!

Then came NYP Model.
Was selected and took pictures with other ppl.
This was a very high boost in confidence n morale!
lol

Hongkong/ShenZhen Immersion program was on too.
When with the gang, tgt with few others.
It was the best oversea trip wif frenz so far.
6d5n oversea is simply great!
i love travelling.

Well.
thats all folk for the interesting 2nd yr sch life i’ve gotten in NYP!
it will be well treasured in my blog.
in this IT world of mystery.

Project !

Oh yesh!!

finally i’ve finished my PR and AP parts.
Whheeww~
Guess wad i’ve been doing projects for 13.½ hrs!!
minus 2hr of lunch+dinner n 1hr of kodak.
so is 10.½ hrs of pure projects can!!!!

the longest time i’ve put into a project straight one-shot!
**FAINT**
Maybe its becoz tmr has to hand-in.
den my golden hours power was released!
hahaha.

Anyway,
i’m real proud of myself in designing graphics..
I feel like im not a business student,
but a graphic designing student la!
i did like flash, advertisement, media-kit…
haha!!
This semester is testing of designing.
Whoever got the best designs win the game!

Just watched The Apprentice.
my alltime fav reality show!
coz i can learn things that is not in the book.
especially business tactic.
Learnt today that not everything must goes out-of-the box.

Design clothings for Ambassy Hotel for different department.
Snergy went for fashion n stylish designs.
Goldrush went for comfort n stylish designs. See the difference between in fashion n comfort!
i learnt a valuable lesson!
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WTF
HOLY COW!!

wkend.

i’ve got less than 24 hrs to do up my flash n media kit!
wth!
hope everything goes as we visualise it to be!

Open hse was nice.
though i was still sick n shagging everywhere i go on the two days.

friday went for class n do project.
was hoping for nice performance.
end up only chinese flop dance, cheerleading n girdano modelling.
Nani!
oh dota competition was on too.
I MISSED IT FOR THE 3RD TIMES!
i’m highly confident that my team could trash them.
forget it.

Sat woke up early to go sch.
Hip Hop Hunt. JADE SEAH!!
damn jade is tall!
she’s about until my eye can!
WTH.
and that is very tall lor.
elegant lookin face.
kekeee
Some of the dance caught my attention..
its really nice.
i can’t really dance..
=(
but can manage if taught well.(thinking back on musical days)
hahahaaaaaaa

sometimes its not about courage,
its about what to say that holds me back.
will my campaign be successful before i leave?

sick again. blah

Nani ..
i fell sick AGAIN.
for the past few years i didn’t fall sick.
when i fall sick, another sickness come.
-_-

Yest when im on the bed i visualize myself walking den collaspe on the spot.
Den i realize human’s life are fragile.
I visualized myself on the sickbed in hospital.
frenz and relatives were worried.

okok, my thinking is roaming freely and stupidly.
now im getting better.

Anyway, yest had this stupidest incident at the clinic.
i waited almost 2 hrs in the 24hrs clinic.
When i go in, i realised WHY THE WAITING TIME IS SOOOO SLOW!
the doctor was ULTRA SUPER DUPER talkative.
the most talkative doc ever i’ve met.
He was checking my temperature, den hyperlink to his childhood.
hyperlinked to his mother.
hyperlink to his mother ability.
hyperlinked to many stupid things.
well, i guess he is real bored inside.
hahaaaaa..

ok, down to projects.
well, yest was unproductive day due to sick.
too giddy to do anything.

doc gave me MC today.
i didn’t wan it.
i wan project. n see open hse performance.
i didn’t wan to miss those performance.
it’ll be my last time seeing such sch performance.. i tink.
coz after NS is work.
work=no performance.
=(
so i’ll try to go sch today!!

Euphoric MOOD

Damn icas.

I’ve got not enuff sleep leh.
I’m tired.
I’m still tired.
I’m still very tired.
AhhHHhhHhh

Did projects n projects n only projects everyday..
Flash n flash n flash.

Anyway,
i’m really proud of myself being quite pro in flash.
My ideas are popping out as i go everywhere.
lol.
I not stupid too, GAP, US Pets House, PS3
=D

NYP open hse is tmr!
i see my picture!
wahahahaaa…
though its like a year ago photo they decided to use,
but its still good. hoooO

*SPOT THE DIFFERENCE*
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Notice my guy friend the shirt position is different.
So obviously these two are two different pictures.
oh oh, and my shoulder on top is ‘on top’ of hani’s head.
while the other is not.
haha..

Anyway, though i look kinda weird inside the pics.
maybe the hair n specs.
It still brightens up my day everytime i see it.
**Brightens up my day**

QQ done that by bringing me the postcard when i’m ultra uber sad with my IB ica.

^ – ^ v

Well,
at least before i leave the school, i had this wonderful experience to be featured.
First was Musical, now is Open hse.
I did it!!!
I did it!!!

I’ve accomplised my mission in poly.
Time to move on.

But first..

DAMN MY ICAS N PROJECTS…
Made us all so shagged like as if we’ve been shagged by a king kong or wad.
knnbccbabcdoreme bi bi ba bi boo..

I wan to sleep already!!!
Sleeping with happy thoughts.
HAhaa..

My poly life: PART 1

Chionging my final year projects!
Chionging my final year ICAs!
Chionging to enjoy my last few weeks in poly!

Its a blink of eye i’m going to finish poly!
Recalling myself with long hair coming into poly,
which made me look like girl.
LOL.
funny yet sad.
haha.

Then i was so nervous when getting into the pace in poly.
Still rmb my first qn to my classmate; frawley.
“errh, wheres the west?”
Hhaaaaaha.
I was trying to break the ice okey?!
I didn’t succeed coz she gave me a WTH face and gave me direction and kept quiet.
i know its stupid but i dunno how to interact with girls can!
>.
Going for orientation…
cheers, jam n hop, auditorium, etc..

Finally got a new hairstyle on 1st day of school.
Was satisfied and feeling better coz no more long hair.
lol.
Awaiting for the arrival of Sammy.
Guessing among ourselves whether is a girl or boy.
=D

ICAs piled up, stress as a newbie freshie with no help.
Decided on kayaking CCA due to me in sec.sch loving it.
Joined with joanne.
Quit after a yr due to me not cooping well wif studies.

Exam break was to study with ka n sammy.
where i learnt about naruto. and got addicted.
haaha

School was normal,
except no uniforms.
Presentation skill was improving,
though my first presentation was kinda flop and nervous.

Was wandering around the school with a big grp of girls n guys.
-sleeping in library illegally.
-laughing over dirty jokes.
-having my 7 wives fighting over me.
-stressing over projects and icas.

This was my year 1 experience.

KK

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Update for my week…

Oh no..
i’ve abandon my blog for quite some time…
!!

*Yawn*
i’m tired..

This few weeks will be sleepless days.
Preparing tons of final yr projects.
Studying for icas.
Personal activities.

Im shagged, not that shagged, its this shagged=SHAGGED!

let me recall…
hmm…
Wkend doing my projects…
Rest oso..

i rmb myself staying up till 3-4AM+ from monday till wed to touch up IMC.
went on monday to GAP@Wisma for buying of this shirt:

It’s for the sake of project!
To grp members: Give me some money for this shirt project!!!
Freaking expensive for a plain T can!!!!
*HEART- PIN PIANG PING PIANG!!*

Tuesday was filming day @ Orchard.
went to shoot the mock-up advertisement for GAP.
It was crowded,
we finished it fast n sweet.
=)

Wed was presentation day.
Fun n nervous.
KA’s 21st bday that day too.
21st leh.
BTW… mr flop u didn’t say my last sentence..
It should be..
21st means can go jail, so it means you are totally REsponsible for your life!
wth..
taking away the last sentence will be total different meaning la.
FLop ka.

Anyway, i booked IndoChine:NUDE restaurant.i booked with my name; Chris.
So when i reach there, they all address me by Chris!
waahhaaaha..
i’m a happy guy!!
^-^

btw, very nice food.
BUT!!! THE Service is Not up to standard.
As a table of 13, with 12 Customer Relation Students..
It was a flop service towards us.
attitude problem supervisor + long waiting time for bday boy dessert.
KA was so sad due to his almost 40 mins dessert arriving.
lol.

Ton at his hse with herry, tw n qq.
wahaa..
RISK TIME!!
me n qq were laughing till we stomach cramp till at the flop KA in the 2nd game.
It was damn freaking funny la!!
he attacked all the way n surround herry(his secret mission)
in the end,
his army die alot
and we ask him what he doing now..

He replied:
“ehh..i dunno what to do now!!

wahahaaaaaaaa
ohh. he rowed 3dices all ONE 3times!
he said the probability is almsot zero,
n he rolled 3 ONEs out!
LMAO

thursday reach home shagg mode.

Today was lessons.
i was totally contempt in SMK.
im sad.

So ta dah.h. my entry at last.
haha…

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