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Don’t ask me why i keep listening to sadness’n’sorrow..
because i myself donno y i’m so addicted to it since i watch Naruto.

Don’t ask me why i’m into science technologies.
because it just strikes my mind when i read those articles.

Don’t ask me why i love blogging useless stuff.
because i’ll just type whatever that goes as my finger types along.

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The peace in time is the peace in mind.

This is where everything we’ve settled starts,
starting with an ending in the back.

There the last leaf is hanging on the old winkled tree,
the eternity tree of all trees.
A slight breeze came through,
causing the last leaf to shiver.

It hangs onto its root,
unwanted to leave the old winkled tree.
Where it is born and seen the rest leaving one by one,
the rest of its friends.

Day after day,
small crack seems to appear more visible.
One final breeze from the clear clouds,
swipe away the last leaf.
Crying in silence,
so silent it broke the dead silence.

The last leaf has fallen..
..there it became history.

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Hebe’s bday =DD

Sadness and Sorrow

May i present u guys…
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Sadness and Sorrow
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Stop my media player song and hear this..
Really Highly Recommended Best Emo Sad Song

*Currently practising on my guitar..*
Sounds not bad, although piano will be nicer..
But will master it perfectly.

The mystery #1

‘Bang’

That is the ‘Big Bang’ i’m about to talk..
Now just how many people know what i’m talking about?!

The ‘Line Theory’ that what i’m trying to say.
We’re surrounded by many lines.
So how small is these lines i’m trying to say.
Look into an atom..
one out of a million of a billion size of an atom is what i called line.

These lines are initially formed called Membrane if i’m not wrong.

Okey okey.
Do you know;
Our Universe is created due to a ‘Big Bang’
So what is exactly this Big Bang.
In scientific world,
it is a compilation of everything we know about universe.
And it is compile into a small little thing.
Yes so small that we can even hold it in our hand.
2 Membranes moving close to each other,
hit each other, causing a ‘Big Bang’
and this little small thing expand to what we known as the Universe.
HOWEVER,
if this universe is created by this ‘Big Bang’ from a little thing
All creation of theories,
M theories, Lines theories, E theories, etc..
.. are all bullshit.
Because no one can prove the existence of such stuff in creation of Membranes.

Well,
dun see what our scientists are crazy.
There is a possibility of what they did will all end up in a dead-end.
But dun forget those formulas of many who had given us such wonderful creation.
Lets just pray hard,
the mysteries we, humans, are about to discover will change everything.

We’re living in this world universe of Mysteries.
Everything we see could be just the illusion of the creator want us to visualise.

Have you ever wonder who created us?
Lets put aside all the myths we’ve heard.
And just go into scientific world.
Every living things are created uniquely different.
Yes u can say its DNA, etc etc.
BUt the initial part goes to the first form of life.

Is there a creator who has been puppeting us all these while?

Is our universe the only thing in this gigantic space?
What if we travel out to the end of this universe?
Will there be the end?

~Think and imagine, because this is what our first ancestors did…~

Alif chill

Oh gosh.

Im sleepy.
Im tired.

Damn.

I have officially slack. . ReALLy slack for 3 weeks!!
HOLy ShIIt~~

NANI!!
> .
Seeing some of my poly dudes(male) n dude-tress(female) getting jobs..
Now it leaves me a thought of finding job!

HMMmmmMMmmMm

Anyway, just now went Alif wif the WS gang.
and it rained heavily..

U know y it rain soooO heavily?!
becoz as tw said: it is due to us(tw, herry & me) emo-ing too much the previous nite
so the old man sky had also experienced our emo-ness.
and started cry.
due to him ultra emo,
he over-teared and cause a big rain.

HoooOOHOOOooo~
*laughing fanatically~*

So our Emo23032007@XiaoGuiLin FAILED~
no more emo-ing as the old man sky requested.

eat eat eat.
mee goreng + my fav lychee.
XD
chill at the cool breeze void deck till 10.30+ bah.
coz that ka chasing a tv.

Imagine, ka running after a tv.
-_-

So, thats all folks.
Teamspeak activated..

ADiOs AmiGoeSSss

The song…

Oldies.
Teresa Teng if you rmb.

Was watching s.h.e video on youtube.
talking about friendships.
they’ve been out for 5yrs together le.

okey, now its not about me admiring them.
its about the fact that we see a real friendship being bonded on national broadcast.

They speaks about how their life changed when entered the contest,
forming the band.
Do you know a band that can last more than 5 yrs is consider very fortunate already?!

Seeing the video,
i starts to reflect on mine.
The friends i’ve got into contact with.
3 types of people in life.
im sure some ppl would rmb my post 2 yrs ago about;
Seasonal, Reason and Lifetime.
Right?!

Anyway,
creating a bond is harder than breaking.

im not going to say treasure friendship or those normal phrase.
because if that friend is meant to be in ur life,
it will always be.
Never to run away.
it is stated in our blood destiny.
No matter where you go,
the bond will always always follow.

AdIoS AmIgoEsSS

Graduated … finally

After seeing results,
sms from nyp.
i then realize i am really gonna be graduated real soon.
So, thats it.
my almost 3 yrs poly studying route stops.
No more studying till i get into private-U.
It will be the last time i will go back NYP as a student to officially graduate.

Time to face the real world when im out of NS ah..
=))

Anyway, Sat was a mini gathering dinner for hao.
ate Ajisen.
it was Oiishi-des!
started ghosty stories.
haaa

Sunday was the E-games organised Dota-Allstars competition.
We weren’t selected due to the massive response from the schools.
Im impressed with their individual skill.
the farming, the teamwork.
oh well.
NP got the winning status after their 2 hrs match with ITE.
Simple heroes, very well-coordinated steps.. Ownage~

Oh oh, went down CHinatown to collect my contactlens.
wahahaaa.
finally!
ermm. though im still not used to seeing myself with no specs.
kekee~
hey i’ve been wearing specs from like P3 can!!
zzzz
so yea~
new refreshing look for myself..
Its VERY hard to put in my helpless eyeball,
which my ULTRA defensive eyelid keeps defending my eyeball.
First battle took me 40 mins~
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
flop.

Anyway,
one of the Ghosty stories to be input out in text. Enjoy~~

“The Door Ring”

*Ding Dong Ding Dong*

Adam was all alone at home,
he looked at the clock showing 12am.
He wondered who could be visiting at such a late hour.
He stood up and went to the door,
peeping out through the Peep-hole. – It was empty.

He thought he imagined things.
Went back to chill out at his so-comfortable sofa.

Minutes later..

*Ding Dong Ding Dong*

He’s getting alittle fustrated for he thinks its a prank from kids.
He stared through the Peep-hole..
*STUNNED*
It was pitch-black.

Seconds later,
Lights from all angles shown in through the side.

A female figure with blood covered body,
long curly hair till her legs,
and a pair of big round wide-opened eyes,
slowly moved back from the Peep-hole.

She was all the time staring in it,
only being separated by a door.

Adam fainted on the spot.

my post

Posts after posts after posts.
its been so long le.
17/8/04 For these 2½ yrs i’ve been posting from happy stuffs to sad stuffs.
Sometimes looking at those posts either makes me smile or get more emo.
haha.
well this is blog rite?!

i dislike writing.
okey, maybe just dun like writing diary.
coz its troublesome.
haa.
writing blog is much more interesting.

Anyway,
2 weeks after exam ended.
my money is depleting real fast.
nt sure if i’ll be looking for job.
it will takes up my time.
and and i’m really lazy.
lol!!

as each day gets nearer to army.
a feeling of excitment yet nervous overcome me.
i dunno whether to feel nervous or excited.
nervous as in my bunkmates and the uncertain factors.
exciting as in the facing of new environment and the days inside.

hahahaa.
army shld’t be a problem.
i’ve been to countless camps in sec sch.
so im kinda rdy for it.
as for the training exercise,
well, i’m a very well adaptable person.
give me at least 2-3 mths and i can change to any type of environment i encounter.
muawaha…

alright la.
AdiOs AmiGoeSss

POKEMON!!! .. de song

haha..
i found the theme song for pokemon.
suddenly rmb the days when pokemon come to the cartoon world.
everyone is crazy over them.
hahaaaaaaa..
enjoy the 2 main songs.
i think its nice. kekee
i bet u guys can recall back those old days.
=DD

My thoughts.

Well there.
its been a week of non-school life already.
its like im in a holiday mood only.
doesn’t have the feeling of graduating from NYP..
zzZ

Whether shld i look for a temp job now?
or
Just wait for gov to post me NS letter?

ohh. sure see how it goes..
come’on its only 2nd week.
=)

i wan to go out and enjoy.
n i really mean enjoy like..
ermm.. holiday to far away countries(which i’ve got no $)
go someplace quiet and emo(which i think will be bored if wrong company)
.. -_-..
emo sounds so wth can.
lol

So.the road ahead remains quite pictureless..
coz im really not sure what the picture will be like in 2 yrs down the road..
i would like to picture it myself with my own imagination.
but as i said. its own imagination.
paths down the road will still remain very unpredictable.

Who will i meet?
What will i do?
How do i look?
Will my character change?
How will my friends be..
..future n present friends?
My family..future lives?

So many ? in the mind.
let nature takes its course..
=)
carrying a cheerful heart and lead my life pass those barriers in life.

I personally thinks.
poly is a best choice i’ve made.(i tot of shatac and royalschoolofmusic b4)
though i think other choices will lead me another way as well.
but but.
life is full of choices yea!!
=DD

just yest.
i witness my uncle and his girlfriend tieing the bond at ROM.
only me n father went along.
tgt with their friends.
my dad was the actual witness for the signing of ‘paper’
i was sitting at the back row.
looking at how happy they were on their face.
i couldn’t help but felt so so …
my hair stands when the event began.
u know when hair stand it usually means it was very touching sort etc right.

i like to observe people’s reaction and expression.
then starts thinking how they feel and why is that happening.
i think its in my body to observe these surrounding events.
haha.

eg. will be:
how can a small human mind think of building high up?
why do birds nod their heads when they stand there doing ‘nth’ ?
why do people get happy feeling when they do something good?
(dun explain scientific terms. becoz i will still wonder.)

haha..
ok these are some stupids things i’ll will ponder upon.

alright alright.
enuff of lots of tots.
soooo.. AdioS AmiGoeSsSS